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Post by Charity on Feb 22, 2019 13:26:13 GMT
Filmed right after tribal (why do I play these games KFNDJSJDJ)
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Post by Charity on Feb 23, 2019 0:49:34 GMT
For those of you who don't like watching confessionals... here's a summary (IF YOU WATCH THE VIDEO YOU PROBS DONT HAVE TO READ SINCE IT'S REPETITIVE AF): I think I made the right decision, regardless of the fact that it was the more risky one on paper. Shon was telling people that he wanted to target Taylor and I next round because we supposedly have *potential* alliances over on the other tribe.... First of all, even though I know OF a few people on the other tribe, I'm not close to any of them, so I don't know where that came from. Second, if I was given the choice a few days ago... I would have 100% picked to stick with Shon over Taylor, so his assumptions about the way I was going to play were baseless and based on speculation and paranoia. I'm disappointed that things happened the way I did, but the fact that I was able to cut Shon to begin with shows that as a player I'm definitely different than I was a few months ago. Charity in October would have NEVER voted Shon out this early, but I have decided that I'm going to play this game with a looking through a clear lens and make strategic decisions that will move me forward.
Back to the game, I think what gave me the courage to make the decision I made last night was having Brian in my back pocket. I genuinely believe that if Noah and Doug decide to be shady and recruit Brian to vote me out that Brian will tell me, then from there I can figure out a vote. I think last vote also brought me closer to Taylor. We've always gotten along personally, but this was the furthest our strategic relationship has ever gone so I hope she stays true to that and doesn't decide to be cute and flip. I talked to Doug and basically addressed everything that Shon tried to say about me last night, emphasizing that I'm not going to make decisions based on anything other than what happens in this game. I was being genuine with what I was saying so I hope he was able to pick up on that. (I dont mention it in the video but there is an alliance with me Taylor Noah Doug... so that's fun?)
I'm struggling with identifying what my role is in this game. I know I'm perceived as a bit paranoid but I always make sure to say "I only show paranoia to people I trust, I won't do anything rash with it" so people see it as a strength. I don't know if my outlook in this game makes me a hero for going with my gut or a villain for making a cerebral decision? I'm probably this weird ass in between flop but oh well Ya that's all for now. It's a night round so hopefully we win the challenge. I know I talk too much but I need somewhere to reflect so I can make a better decision *insert shrug shoulders emoji*
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Post by Charity on Feb 23, 2019 21:02:56 GMT
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Post by Charity on Feb 24, 2019 0:16:57 GMT
QUICK UPDATE: Currently I'm trying to get the vote on Stephanie. I think if we get into a 5 situation with me Taylor Noah Doug and Stephanie, Stephanie would side with Noah/Doug IF Noah and Doug decide to try anything weird. Brian on the other hand... I genuinely think he'd side with me. I don't want to turn on the 4, I just want to make sure that they don't have the means to turn on me I'm selling it now as Stephanie being a wildcard who will flip on us the first chance she gets. Doug seems to be buying it, now I just have to convince Noah.
UPDATE SHE JUST TOLD NOAH AND DOUG MY NAME but like they ran back and told me so that's a good sign? She can go idackfjdfljasd
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Post by Stephanie on Mar 20, 2019 7:20:40 GMT
PS At this point in the game I never said your name <3
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Post by Charity on Mar 20, 2019 14:34:24 GMT
PS At this point in the game I never said your name <3 Girl we got PLAYED nooooo Im sorry I assumed you had, so I was wary about you moving forward.
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