Round 9 Mess

[Charity]

The rate this game is going, I'm not really shocked that a blindside happened. Doug was someone I really enjoyed talking game with... but even though he wasn't my first choice to go in a numbers sense, it's not like it was me so I cant afford to be upset.

I'm a little worried about the numbers as a whole right now, so I just need to play the hero and give people a reason to want to keep me around. I've tried selling my soul to Stephanie and Brian, I want to talk to Griffin this afternoon as well. Those are the 3 I think will be key to my game, and my goal is to make sure that ALL 3 arent shady (because I know there's a chance at least one could be).

I need people in the game to know I'm not mad at them, but I also need them to know I'm not locked in with anyone as a result at that vote. It looks like they want to take some weird hold on the game so I'm fully prepared to play that up as much as possible. Is old Kalmar going to be a thing? I'm not against it.

I adore Taylor but will toss her to the curve if I have to, since our relationship hurts how people perceive me.

Overall mood?: 

[Charity]

I just got the tea that the Brian/Stephanie/Griffin chat exists, and apparently none of them want to vote me out this round? (knowing my luck it’s another blindside, just basing it off of what I’ve heard). I’m not supposed to know about this chat but they all agree I’m lonely asf so like I’m glad I sold pitiful well 😂 now to just continue to make them feel good about me so that opinion doesn’t change....? I need to evaluate where I stand in the game overall, the fact that I know about this chat is a good start. I just need to survive this round, and infiltrate whatever is being formed and crawl my way up to the top. 💀

How I probably look to the Shon stans who still hate me:

[Charity]

Sorry it's boring not in the mood to drag people right now. Maybe I'm being dramatic asf, but when my responses from Emily and Kaylee are "I cant give you any promises right now" then what else can I do JKLFJDKFJDS

[Charity]

Ya my name has been brought up, I'm fighting the hardest fight I've ever fought in trying to get something to happen. If y'all dont hear from me again, it's been real. I'm doing literally all I can do to have it flip somewhere else so we'll see. Love you all even if y'all trashed me all season <3 

[Charity]

Update 483,532,111: Either these people have the WORST jury management I've ever seen, or I have Brian/Stephanie/Griffin actually trying to actively get the vote off of me. If I stay I'll be shook. Im still prepared for the worst but at least the contemplation sounds interesting?