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Post by Charity on Mar 11, 2019 4:13:18 GMT
I'm by NO means confident in my spot in this game, but the fact that I was able to facilitate that move... oh my god. Welcome me back to the game bitches!
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Post by Charity on Mar 11, 2019 14:03:20 GMT
I need to collect my thoughts from last night, so I can clear my mind moving forward. Sorry if this is a fucking book dont drag me 
 For those of you who weren't around to see HOW Emily left, here is the sequence of events as they happened from MY perspective:- I begged Stephanie to make a move against the Myvatin 3, and she told me that she was contemplating doing Andrew instead which is a HORRIBLE move for everyone except the Myvatin 3.
- I talk to members of the Myvatin 3, only to get a message from Emily saying that I WILL be the target if I don't win.
- I get on call with Emily, and basically tell her that I dont know who I'd play the idol on IF I win (between me and Andrew, since I have nothing to lose) in order to start a panic and force their 3 to show their true colors in the event that I win.
- I win immunity and Myvatin 3 is SHOOK because they assume I have it if they dont.
- I get on call with Stephanie for well over an hour, telling her why she doesnt need to worry about Andrew and how I want for HER sake for this move to happen. That I dont want this season to be known as the season that Myvatin steamrolled, that we need to take fate into our own hands and make the BEST move.
- Griffin is already on board, no questions asked, I genuinely think that this was the move he intended to make prior to this round so it didn't take much convincing to flip him.
- The paranoia-inducing comment that I told to Emily gets back to Stephanie, which I wasn't trying to hide since that's the point I was at in this game (playing an idol on Andrew), and now Myvatin 3 starts showing their TRUE colors by targeting Griffin (were they THAT afraid to split the votes?)
 - Though I think I had flipped Stephanie to my side prior to this, Myvatin 3 being persistent about flipping it to Griffin because of their own paranoia was the nail in the coffin.
- Andrew got filled in after a 9 hour flight and the rest was about making sure nobody got scared.
Honestly... the fact that Emily had an idol affirms to me that we 100% made the right move. Had we gone for Kaylee like some people contemplated doing, there's a good chance Emily would have protected herself next round and given herself a chance to win the whole game.
I fear that Stephanie is emotionally in an iffy place, and might do something weird for the sake of feeling bad. I need to show her that she made the right choice, and say literally whatever I can in order to show her that sticking with me is her best choice at this point.
Griffin is on the opposite end of the spectrum... I think he's going to make good moves and not let emotions influence his decision; HOWEVER... there are two people in the game who were willing to dispose of him TWICE. This time, I didn't even have to lie to them in order for them to try and make the move, so I genuinely would like to believe that Griffin will stick with me beyond this round.
I am going to pump up my alliance with Stephanie and Griffin as much as possible. Make sure not to scare them away. Could we potentially make F3?
Andrew is a tool I want to have on the side, but I also understand if he has to be disposed of sooner rather than later.... so as I continue to work on that relationship, it'll be important for me to keep that in the back of my mind. I think we're in a really good spot though!
In terms of Kaylee and Mark, Kaylee isn't talking to me.... she called ME out at tribal for "not doing anything about it" when I have literally BEGGED people to make this move happen for 3 rounds. I wasn't gonna take shit from her so I popped off... oops. Mark seems to be taking it very well, but I think he's strategically savvy and needs to be taken care of soon before he slides through and wins the whole game.
Overall, I think something weird is going to happen in the next round or two that leads to my demise... but I came here to fucking play and intend to do so all the way until my torch is snuffed. So we will see how everything plays out
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Post by Charity on Mar 12, 2019 20:53:13 GMT
I HATE BEING NERVOUS! Idk if it's because something is wrong or that I'm naturally paranoid, but I feel beyond vulnerable tonight. The way this game keeps flipping... I have absolutely no reason to feel comfortable so I won't be comfortable until the votes have been revealed. I hope I'm right about everything at this point.
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