Post by Charity on Feb 10, 2019 0:24:29 GMT
I guess I'm going to type here since nobody from my tribe is around 
I am nervous as heck in this game because I really don't want to flop. In my last Survivor game, my biggest mistake by far was getting too attached to people. I think that inhibited me from making the right decisions and ultimately led to my downfall. This time, though I want to give off the same social demeanor that I usually do on the outside, I want to care less about people as a whole (in the game not irl whew chille) and make the decisions that I truly believe will get me far in the game. With that being said, here are some game thoughts I have so far:
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Tribe call night one was so boring.... like, I'll be the first to admit that I'm boring as fuck, but like the conversation was so awkward the whole time and felt forced. Here are some impressions I have on my tribe mates:
Brian: I do like Brian so far! I wonder how around he's going to be for everyone because he is living in an awkward time zone.... but I have faith that if shit gets crazy, I will be able to convince him not to turn on me. For me, I wanna be able to find people who won't turn on me, so I plan on nurturing a potential relationship with Brian as possible!
Shon: I feel like Shon is going to do what Shon thinks is best for him. He is experienced in games, and I want to be on his good side because I think he is somebody who is going to play right off the bat. I believe that if he thinks that I like him, he is going to reciprocate that and protect me in this game (at least round 1). It's not above me to sell myself in a different light to him. I'm more than happy to use him as long as possible.
Griffin: He seems like a chill guy so far. I'm getting a difficult read on how strategic he is going to be, so for the time being I really want to make sure I'm forming a genuine relationship with him so he'd wanna keep me around as well. I'm worried that he'll bond with other people though so I just need to make sure I'm not on the bottom of the totem pole there.
Stephanie: She seems like a super sweet and genuine girl... but yikes... she comes off as boring as fuck! Idk if y'all are seeing a different Stephanie but I literally cant carry a conversation with her without wanting to stab my eyes out with pencils, so that's fun.
Lauren: I know she's never played a game before, but the girl is so hard to talk to! Responses like "fingers crossed" and "oh gotcha" annoy the shit out of me! Can you just pretend to be interested in my convo? Again maybe it's just a thing where she's not opening up with me, but I find the responses to be boring as fuck.
Overall, I don't want to relax on this tribe because I can always see a million reasons why people would target me. I want to make it an effort not to overplay, but I do need to put myself out there socially early on. I see a lot of commonalities between people on my tribe (Stephanie and Griffin talked about Hockey on the tribe call... like the fuck who cares about hockey? and Stephanie and Lauren are both teachers) so it is important for me to try and present myself as an asset for everyone. Idk, I'm nervous as fuck. We will see if my effort pays off?
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I am nervous as heck in this game because I really don't want to flop. In my last Survivor game, my biggest mistake by far was getting too attached to people. I think that inhibited me from making the right decisions and ultimately led to my downfall. This time, though I want to give off the same social demeanor that I usually do on the outside, I want to care less about people as a whole (in the game not irl whew chille) and make the decisions that I truly believe will get me far in the game. With that being said, here are some game thoughts I have so far:Tribe call night one was so boring.... like, I'll be the first to admit that I'm boring as fuck, but like the conversation was so awkward the whole time and felt forced. Here are some impressions I have on my tribe mates:
Brian: I do like Brian so far! I wonder how around he's going to be for everyone because he is living in an awkward time zone.... but I have faith that if shit gets crazy, I will be able to convince him not to turn on me. For me, I wanna be able to find people who won't turn on me, so I plan on nurturing a potential relationship with Brian as possible!
Shon: I feel like Shon is going to do what Shon thinks is best for him. He is experienced in games, and I want to be on his good side because I think he is somebody who is going to play right off the bat. I believe that if he thinks that I like him, he is going to reciprocate that and protect me in this game (at least round 1). It's not above me to sell myself in a different light to him. I'm more than happy to use him as long as possible.
Griffin: He seems like a chill guy so far. I'm getting a difficult read on how strategic he is going to be, so for the time being I really want to make sure I'm forming a genuine relationship with him so he'd wanna keep me around as well. I'm worried that he'll bond with other people though so I just need to make sure I'm not on the bottom of the totem pole there.
Stephanie: She seems like a super sweet and genuine girl... but yikes... she comes off as boring as fuck! Idk if y'all are seeing a different Stephanie but I literally cant carry a conversation with her without wanting to stab my eyes out with pencils, so that's fun.
Lauren: I know she's never played a game before, but the girl is so hard to talk to! Responses like "fingers crossed" and "oh gotcha" annoy the shit out of me! Can you just pretend to be interested in my convo? Again maybe it's just a thing where she's not opening up with me, but I find the responses to be boring as fuck.
Overall, I don't want to relax on this tribe because I can always see a million reasons why people would target me. I want to make it an effort not to overplay, but I do need to put myself out there socially early on. I see a lot of commonalities between people on my tribe (Stephanie and Griffin talked about Hockey on the tribe call... like the fuck who cares about hockey? and Stephanie and Lauren are both teachers) so it is important for me to try and present myself as an asset for everyone. Idk, I'm nervous as fuck. We will see if my effort pays off?
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We stayed on call and were talking about the game and voting someone out and I was like "I like you and I wont vote you" and he was like "Oh well hopefully it doesnt come to that" KFJDLKSJFKLDJF HELP ME I CHANGED SUBJECT SUPER QUICK so hopefully that's not a big deal but yeah that's a thing that happened 
So that's how my game is going.